Il Cavaliere Inesistente

Wherever I go I see shades of gray, especially when I surf (the internet that is). Behind every smiling face lies a spirit, broken and forlorn. I came across a video which is featured on YouTube the other day entitled Sintel . It says there "must watch - in HD", so I did, for 2 reasons: 1.) I really enjoy watching HD videos and 2.) It's an animation created using a Free and Open Source Software. Before I even finished watching the animation - due to a technical problem, namely the HTML5 player beta - I've already shared it on Facebook. What? You didn't manage to catch it because it was posted too early in the morning (2:41am)? Ok, here you go then. Sintel in HD (1080p) If anyone happens to read this post, there will be spoilers in the following part so you might want to watch the video before reading further. For those who think that it's a waste of time, well, it's not like I can't make you watch it can I? LOL Amoto queramus seria ludo . I ended

Woke up from a bizarre dream this rainy afternoon. In the dream I saw a lot of beautiful girls and when I say beautiful I seriously mean it. But when I came across a skinny, pale girl dressed in black with ponytail my mind went blank. I forgot all about the other girls that I've seen previously in the dream. It's such a special feeling, it's... mesmerizing. Sadly, a dream's a dream no matter how sweet it is. I enjoyed having it nevertheless, and that is what counts. For a moment it struck me that she was the one for me and since she appeared in my dream it made her my dreamgirl. Well, it's just a simple notion. What I'm trying to get across is the feeling you have when you are with someone you like and wish to spend the rest of your lives together. Maybe I'm overreacting to a dream for some but to me it's significant. So often did we wake up from sleep forgetting what we've dreamt of just moments ago. However, some linger on our mind while others hau

Alas, 3 years is not so long a period of time after all and soon enough we must bid each other farewell. Are we going to miss each other? Well, that is one question that I am unable to answer because I am not everyone and definitely I can’t speak on their behalf. What I do know is that my performance is not so good in this final exam. After the first paper I felt a great disappointment but not for the second or third one. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I’m satisfied with them but I think numb is the word to describe me. I come to know that sometimes, there is something that you have no control over it or whatsoever, just like the weather. *Sigh* How long have we known each other? 3 years? Ok, maybe we are not that close on the first or second year but technically speaking we have known each other for 3 years now. No? Time can really do wonders and I believe one of them is that it got us closer. On the other hand, it is also possible that time made us took each other for gra

Some people don’t like to be alone and I happen to be one of them. It makes one feel helpless and you wonder if there’s a purpose to your very existence. As a consequence, some surrender themselves to lifestyles that are filled with noise and excitement of all kind regardless of the consequences. Some choose to keep everything to themselves, thinking that if the world doesn’t care about me then why the hell should I give a damn about it? Personally, I do not belong to either of the mentioned category. Nevertheless, I do not enjoy loneliness because I tend to think too much whenever I feel that I have been left out. I feel vulnerable, I feel insecure, and I feel down when I’m faced with loneliness. But sometimes, just sometimes, loneliness is good for one. It gives you a chance to reflect on life and identify its purpose. At the end of the day, one must realize that we are eventually on our own out there. Nobody can actually be there for you 24/7. Family is considered as close but