Woke up from a bizarre dream this rainy afternoon. In the dream I saw a lot of beautiful girls and when I say beautiful I seriously mean it. But when I came across a skinny, pale girl dressed in black with ponytail my mind went blank. I forgot all about the other girls that I've seen previously in the dream. It's such a special feeling, it's... mesmerizing. Sadly, a dream's a dream no matter how sweet it is. I enjoyed having it nevertheless, and that is what counts. For a moment it struck me that she was the one for me and since she appeared in my dream it made her my dreamgirl. Well, it's just a simple notion. What I'm trying to get across is the feeling you have when you are with someone you like and wish to spend the rest of your lives together. Maybe I'm overreacting to a dream for some but to me it's significant. So often did we wake up from sleep forgetting what we've dreamt of just moments ago. However, some linger on our mind while others haunt us. I guess this is one of those dreams, which lingers on.
I used to have a love-hate relationship with festive seasons, more so when it comes to Christmas, and New Year too since it is celebrated only a few days after the former and both are closely associated. At 12 a.m. sharp I would compose my own text messages, hoping that recipients who consist of those that I care about the most would feel the sincerity, albeit in its electronic form. Yet lately I seem to have lost that enthusiasm, that fire which kindles my heart to share the spirit of whatever festivity, and I say so solemnly. I sometimes find myself lamenting the fact that what used to mean a lot to one would eventually lost its meaning somehow, though in some remote cases there are exceptions. Mostly what's left are broken memories, remnants of our former selves which we are unable to let go, and believe me they will forever be there, haunting us wherever we go. My mouth remains shut, though my eyes see, and it's excruciatingly difficult to play dumb; there will always be wo...

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