It's the time of the year when you (or I to be frank) have to worry about results. It's not all about grades in the University, I know. But what is it then without grades? Haha. Well, other than that, there's 25 days of SUKSIS training once again. Come on, they owed us our allowances and not in a small sum that is. Still, why so many days of training? I mean it's the semester break and aren't we supposed to be sitting at our home enjoying quality time. Damn. However, one is usually helpless in such situations because we took an oath to become a KS (unless ingnorant is bliss which is yet another case). I do not regret involving myself into such activites but I just hope that I can spend more time out of the campus, with my family especially. But as one grows up, it starts to seem harder. If I pursue my dreams, maybe I'd be stationed somewhere far away from home. How am I going to cope with that? It's going to be hard and for a person like me, I'd prefer not to think of that at the mean time. Anyway, I hope that my prayers would be heard and there's peace everywhere on earth.
If only If only you knew What I knew Of trust And betrayal If only you felt What I felt The agony And despair Most people would probably say that 2020 is like the worst year ever, right? This year has been plagued with one tragedy after another and we are only halfway through it! Anyway, the following is an unpopular opinion of a particular guy: 2019 is actually way worse. Now before you go after him with pitchforks and torches, please allow him to provide you with the context in which such a statement would make total sense. "OK Google/ Hey Siri, play I'm Not The Only One by Sam Smith." On the fateful day that is 2 June 2019, he was having home-cooked noodles at her place as breakfast while brooding over his postgraduate study. You see, he had an appointment the next day with his supervisor and the lack of progress on the writing of his literature review had been weighing him down for weeks. Then it happened. "Let's break up." It must have taken his brain...
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