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Semester end complications

It's the time of the year when you (or I to be frank) have to worry about results. It's not all about grades in the University, I know. But what is it then without grades? Haha. Well, other than that, there's 25 days of SUKSIS training once again. Come on, they owed us our allowances and not in a small sum that is. Still, why so many days of training? I mean it's the semester break and aren't we supposed to be sitting at our home enjoying quality time. Damn. However, one is usually helpless in such situations because we took an oath to become a KS (unless ingnorant is bliss which is yet another case). I do not regret involving myself into such activites but I just hope that I can spend more time out of the campus, with my family especially. But as one grows up, it starts to seem harder. If I pursue my dreams, maybe I'd be stationed somewhere far away from home. How am I going to cope with that? It's going to be hard and for a person like me, I'd prefer not to think of that at the mean time. Anyway, I hope that my prayers would be heard and there's peace everywhere on earth.

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i like the way you put things into words :)

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